CAUTION: THIS IS A RANT POST

I am getting this off of my chest. You really don’t have to read it. I just have to pretend someone cares enough to read it and the internet does wonders for that.

I don’t know why but I am having a really fucking hard time getting my seminar done. I spend more time having a fucking anxiety attack because I am not prepared than actually fucking preparing for this fucking presentation. I have a week. ONE FUCKING WEEK to shove everything I wanted to do over A FUCKING SUMMER. Why the hell do I do this to myself? How the hell can I get over this and calm the fuck down so that I can actually do things? I think I am even at a point where the mere mention of this stupid project is bringing me to tears. How the hell am I going to be ready for this presentation? 

The amount of positive quotes I have in my life right now should be a pretty damn good indicator of how shitty I feel right now. But not a single one is helping.

Are you sure I can’t just quit and live in a hole with a blanket for the rest of my life because it is looking pretty fucking attractive right now. 

Why is this presentation destroying me?

Why am I letting it?

Everyday I wonder if I am here because that is what everyone expects from me or if I am here because I want to be. 
Everyday I tell myself it is because it is expected of me.
Why am I still here?

spiritofthebanshee:

peace9love2hope:

I am having a really hard time with life right now. I don’t feel like I’m good enough to be here or have friends or be at school. I Just suck and I don’t know what to do.

s-dizzle, you’re amazing. You deserve everything. To pluto, because I think it may be a planet again if not screw it, and back

Thanks Averi!!!

If he knew this was going to be the reaction of the entire country, would that have made a difference?

A man who once brought laughter to the world, if he knew how many tears would be shead, would that have made a difference?

Would it have made his darkness a little brighter?

With a heavy heart I say

Rest In Peace

HELP ME WHAT SHOW IS THIS!?!?!?!?!?!?

(via fabulously-introverted)

I am having a really hard time with life right now. I don’t feel like I’m good enough to be here or have friends or be at school. I Just suck and I don’t know what to do.

All I want to do is drink coffee and learn.

I think I am dying but there is so much I need to/ want to do today. ..

Hello there,
Please enjoy my thoughts as I stumble down this path of life

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