CAUTION: THIS IS A RANT POST
I am getting this off of my chest. You really don’t have to read it. I just have to pretend someone cares enough to read it and the internet does wonders for that.
I don’t know why but I am having a really fucking hard time getting my seminar done. I spend more time having a fucking anxiety attack because I am not prepared than actually fucking preparing for this fucking presentation. I have a week. ONE FUCKING WEEK to shove everything I wanted to do over A FUCKING SUMMER. Why the hell do I do this to myself? How the hell can I get over this and calm the fuck down so that I can actually do things? I think I am even at a point where the mere mention of this stupid project is bringing me to tears. How the hell am I going to be ready for this presentation?
The amount of positive quotes I have in my life right now should be a pretty damn good indicator of how shitty I feel right now. But not a single one is helping.
Are you sure I can’t just quit and live in a hole with a blanket for the rest of my life because it is looking pretty fucking attractive right now.
Why is this presentation destroying me?
Why am I letting it?